Monday, May 17, 2010

Here

Here.

How did I get here? I think I know, but I'm not quite sure. Here is much different than I thought it would be. Here is not where I thought I would be. I thought being here would have been there, but it's not. Yes, here is not there...at least not yet.

Should I stay here? Or should I go over there? Do I really want to be here? Or do I want to be over there? If I go over there, I may not ever have the chance to get to where I want to be...way over there. Every day's a guessing game and I wish I could go back to there...right THERE and then maybe, just maybe, I would understand better how I ended up here.

I thought by now I would be 'now here'...but my here has become 'no where.' Do you think we will ever get there? To our 'here and now?' I want to be there. I really do. But I'm here and you're there. Here and there with no somewhere in between.

I'm hoping you'll be there...someday. For I really want you here.

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